nenintheila

Do you see a roaring lion .., or a helping hand ?? I AM I AN ILLUSION ... is this a statement or a question :)

BRYAN ADAMS Summer of 69 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NgpcwYooLO0 I got my first real six-string Bought it at the five-and-dime Played 'til my fingers bled It was summer of '69 Me and some guys from school Had a Band and we tried real hard Jimmy quit and Jody got married I shualda known we'd never get far Oh when I look back now That was seemes to last forever And if I had the choice Ya - I'd always wanna be there Those were the best days of my life (CHORUS) Ain't no use in complainin' When you got a job to do Spent my evenin's down at the drive in And that's when I met you Standin on a mama's porch You told me that you'd wait forever Oh and when you held my hand I knew that it was now or never Those were the best days of my life (Chorus) Back in Summer of '69 Man we were killin' time We were young and restless We needed to unwind I guess nothin' can last forever, no And now the times are...

Auto Starting .. Self Correcting .. Moore Machine :) :) Started again .. vrrrrooooooooom ... vvrrrrooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmm :) :) and here i go ... after the great depression(nothing like that! just on a personal assignment .. and that is done :) ) ;) ;) ;)

This is probably the last post of the season .. and will take leave from this .. yet again ; after starting to share on October 10 - 2009. Currently i am left with nothing execpt myself again .. none to talk to .. none to move with .. i am alone as i was born .. again... as everyone all i know ; is busy with their lives .., and perhaps i am the only one .. waiting for others to be free .., and am waiting for their spare time to spend my time .... so this is the reason i know many people .. coz ., atleast one of them will be free .., at any point of time .. when i was alive and alone and awake :) but .. now i understood that .. it is me who is wanting to have friends ., and not others .. from my perspective.. and i have decided to desert all i like .. and all i know .. may b !! this post is just a record of my feeling .. how i feel like .. currently .. for those who read this .. at any time .. :) i am the one .. who dont want your spare time .. or spare friendship :) :)...

अनाश्रितः कर्मफलं कार्यं कर्म करोति यः। स सन्यासी च योगि च न निरग्निर्न चाक्रियः॥६-१॥ "He who does his duty without expecting the fruit of action is sanyaasi and yogi both,  and not the one who has simply renounced the fire or given up all activity." 

Today, after many years .. i could remember for more time .. i attended one of my friends' reception.